My Shocking Nightmare

Good morning... After writing yesterday's controversial post, A Mother's Perspective, I climbed back into bed, hoping for more sleep. That's when the wisdom of Ecclesiastes 5:3 (CEV) filled me full, integrating my mind, my body, and my soul. If you keep thinking about something, you will dream about it. If you talk too much, you will say the [...]

By |2020-06-17T05:36:10-04:00June 17th, 2020|Anxiety, God's Word, Organic Growth, Transformation, Trust God|

A Mother’s Perspective

Good morning... The quilt of our common ground is knit together with colorfully diverse patches. One subscriber's initial email, my response, and her return email below were exchanged after this week's post, The Fierce Urgency Of Now, a post which shed light on the death of Rayshard Brooks in Atlanta on Friday night. She wrote... As the protestors [...]

By |2020-06-16T07:29:54-04:00June 16th, 2020|Anxiety, Community, Prayer, Trust God|

Lost In Time

Good morning... "I think we are all living in what Rohr calls liminal time," she said to me at a backyard reception following the funeral. Intuitively I agreed, then I thought to myself, "I need to look up the definition of that word again." Liminal. Wikipedia shares this drawing and this detailed description: "In [...]

By |2020-06-05T10:08:30-04:00June 6th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, God's Timing, New From Old, Transformation|

Facing Violence

Good morning... After watching violence erupt all over the news following the very sad public killing of George Floyd and hearing story after story of private violence against young teenaged girls in the first episode of Filthy Rich, a documentary about Jeffery Epstein, I went to sleep. In the middle of the night I woke after a short [...]

By |2020-05-30T10:19:07-04:00May 30th, 2020|Anxiety, Community, Pain, Trust God|

Living In Limbo

Good morning... It feels like we are living in limbo. That's an interesting word. Limbo is a state of oblivion, an intermediate, transitional, or midway state or place, a place or state of confinement. Nothingness. Nowhere. Left field. Out there. As kids, we used to play the game of limbo, shimmying beneath a bar without touching the ground, a bar that [...]

By |2020-05-22T01:12:44-04:00May 21st, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Prayer, Trust God|

I Hate To Disappoint

Good morning... I hate to disappoint people. I lose sleep over perceived mistakes. I feel most at peace when those around me are at peace. I am only as happy as my most unhappy loved one. Is this some personalized form of co-dependency, God? Why do I attach my cart to the perception of people instead of securely [...]

By |2020-05-18T13:34:39-04:00May 18th, 2020|Anxiety, Depression, God's Love, Trust God|

A Life-Giving Lyric

Good morning... In the silence of this early morning, which shade of emotion do I pull out and play with, like a pristine ball of pliable play dough? Sensing. Softening. Squeezing, stretching, shaping. God, which emotion of my multi-colored myriad needs tending to right now? As I breathe into this sacred space, God somehow answers. An old favorite [...]

By |2020-05-09T05:05:21-04:00May 9th, 2020|Anxiety, Depression, Trust God|

On The Edge Of Maybe

Good morning... Today is Senior Sunday at our church, an annual celebration of the high school seniors raised by our church family. Every year, I love to flip through the traditional glossy trifold bulletin announcing the name, the high school, and the college of choice for each fresh graduating face. This unusual year, I noticed three changes right [...]

By |2020-05-04T00:35:19-04:00May 3rd, 2020|Anxiety, Faith, Light In Darkness, Mystery, Trust God|

Can I Get To The Finish Line?

Good morning... "Can I get to the finish line on this?" she asked me honestly, facing a heartbreaking set of overwhelming circumstances. "Finish line." Later the phrase popped back in my mind. "Finish line." I thought of the hilarious YouTube video below, shared when our couple's small group laughed through a fun evening for the first time since [...]

By |2020-04-30T03:43:35-04:00April 30th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Trust God|

Flexible Strength Grows

Good morning... Quietly reading this poem aloud, I slowly mulled over every word. ***** Lead Me out of My Doubts and Fears by Ted Loder Eternal God, lead me now out of the familiar setting of my doubts and fears, beyond my pride and my need to be secure, into a strange and graceful ease with my true [...]

By |2020-04-28T03:15:56-04:00April 29th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Fear, Trust God|
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