Facing Violence

Good morning... After watching violence erupt all over the news following the very sad public killing of George Floyd and hearing story after story of private violence against young teenaged girls in the first episode of Filthy Rich, a documentary about Jeffery Epstein, I went to sleep. In the middle of the night I woke after a short [...]

By |2020-05-30T10:19:07-04:00May 30th, 2020|Anxiety, Community, Pain, Trust God|

Living In Limbo

Good morning... It feels like we are living in limbo. That's an interesting word. Limbo is a state of oblivion, an intermediate, transitional, or midway state or place, a place or state of confinement. Nothingness. Nowhere. Left field. Out there. As kids, we used to play the game of limbo, shimmying beneath a bar without touching the ground, a bar that [...]

By |2020-05-22T01:12:44-04:00May 21st, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Prayer, Trust God|

I Hate To Disappoint

Good morning... I hate to disappoint people. I lose sleep over perceived mistakes. I feel most at peace when those around me are at peace. I am only as happy as my most unhappy loved one. Is this some personalized form of co-dependency, God? Why do I attach my cart to the perception of people instead of securely [...]

By |2020-05-18T13:34:39-04:00May 18th, 2020|Anxiety, Depression, God's Love, Trust God|

A Life-Giving Lyric

Good morning... In the silence of this early morning, which shade of emotion do I pull out and play with, like a pristine ball of pliable play dough? Sensing. Softening. Squeezing, stretching, shaping. God, which emotion of my multi-colored myriad needs tending to right now? As I breathe into this sacred space, God somehow answers. An old favorite [...]

By |2020-05-09T05:05:21-04:00May 9th, 2020|Anxiety, Depression, Trust God|

On The Edge Of Maybe

Good morning... Today is Senior Sunday at our church, an annual celebration of the high school seniors raised by our church family. Every year, I love to flip through the traditional glossy trifold bulletin announcing the name, the high school, and the college of choice for each fresh graduating face. This unusual year, I noticed three changes right [...]

By |2020-05-04T00:35:19-04:00May 3rd, 2020|Anxiety, Faith, Light In Darkness, Mystery, Trust God|

Can I Get To The Finish Line?

Good morning... "Can I get to the finish line on this?" she asked me honestly, facing a heartbreaking set of overwhelming circumstances. "Finish line." Later the phrase popped back in my mind. "Finish line." I thought of the hilarious YouTube video below, shared when our couple's small group laughed through a fun evening for the first time since [...]

By |2020-04-30T03:43:35-04:00April 30th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Trust God|

Flexible Strength Grows

Good morning... Quietly reading this poem aloud, I slowly mulled over every word. ***** Lead Me out of My Doubts and Fears by Ted Loder Eternal God, lead me now out of the familiar setting of my doubts and fears, beyond my pride and my need to be secure, into a strange and graceful ease with my true [...]

By |2020-04-28T03:15:56-04:00April 29th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, Fear, Trust God|

Do You Hear What I Hear?

Good morning... As I cleaned out my home office over the weekend, I came across a year-long calendar of quotes from various writers, two inches thick, a bit larger than a 3x5 card. The spiral bound gift, given a long while back, rested open to these words from July 4th. "In the black night, I listened to His [...]

By |2020-04-21T15:54:27-04:00April 21st, 2020|Anxiety, God's Love, Light In Darkness, True Self, Trust God|

Dominos Fall Fast

Good morning... "I think we need to cancel the March women's conference," speaker Dr. Cathy Snapp said over the phone. What? What are you talking about? My mind silently reeled. Cancel the "Awake To Wholeness Women's Retreat" we have been planning for over a year? But so many people have invested so many hours. How can we cancel? As [...]

By |2020-04-20T05:13:35-04:00April 20th, 2020|Anxiety, Everyday life, God's Timing, Letting Go|
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