Pause. Look Right.

Good morning... Envisioning our collective journey being lived upon a timeline, we pause. Looking left, we see where we had been before our recent four-day technical glitch. Now we pause to look right. At the moment of disconnection where was the Spirit leading us? I was working on a post quoting Parker Palmer: "Depression is the ultimate state of disconnection." [...]

By |2018-03-19T07:12:54-04:00March 19th, 2018|Depression, God's Timing, Suicide, Trust God|

Pause. Look left.

Good morning... As the Holy Spirit slows down our pace, we pause and look left. Where were we when the God's glitches began wreaking havoc? Together we were diving deep into the valley of depression. After a rash of suicides, school shootings, and violence at home and abroad, concerned people are commenting, "We must closely consider the collective and personal [...]

By |2018-03-17T23:09:42-04:00March 18th, 2018|Depression, Family and Friends, God's Love, Suicide|

Deeper, Deeper Still

Good morning... During my suffering season, I did share deeply with a small handful of old friends. That level of me was important to walk and talk through with trusted companions. And then there were two cloudy levels deeper, deeper still. My deepest core level was lived just with my God. Our hard-fought wrestling match, bout after bout, was [...]

By |2018-03-10T17:12:23-05:00March 11th, 2018|Depression, Family and Friends, Suicide, True Self, Trust God|

I Feel Like Jerry Maguire

Good morning... After "pushing send" on yesterday's raw, real post, Heavy And Hollow, I thought, "I kinda feel like Jerry Maguire." Remember him? After his own life-altering epiphany in the 1996 romantic comedy/sports film, Jerry Maguire (Tom Cruise) "pushes send" on a personalized mission statement about perceived dishonesty in the sports management business and his desire to work with fewer clients to [...]

By |2018-03-09T02:46:21-05:00March 9th, 2018|Depression, Fear, Suicide, Trust God|

Heavy And Hollow

Good morning... As I hazily recall my own walk down-and-up through the deep valley of depression, two words linger longest. Heavy and hollow. It is weird to feel heavy and hollow at the same time, like the shell of a 500 lb. chocolate Easter bunny who is empty inside. My depression was partially situational and mostly quite spiritual. God [...]

By |2018-03-10T07:40:46-05:00March 8th, 2018|Depression, God's Plan, Suicide, True Self, Trust God|

Depression Varies

Good morning... God's timing is impeccable. After sharing in yesterday's blog the description of Betty Skinner's clinical depression in the 1960's - what it felt like, what it tasted like, what it dragged-on like - I read these words aloud to our afternoon class from this week's assigned chapter. ***** Depression comes in many forms. Some are primarily genetic [...]

By |2018-03-05T20:58:38-05:00March 6th, 2018|Authenticity, Depression, Suicide|

An Intense 10 Days

Good morning... "I AM part Billy Graham," wrote a subscriber after yesterday's post, Why Were You Not Billy Graham? "My mother is his youngest sister and only surviving sibling. It's been quite an intense 10 days for our family. Thanks for this reminder that we are to be who God created us to be and not someone else." Debbie [...]

By |2018-03-04T04:28:27-05:00March 4th, 2018|Grief, Suicide|

When We Don’t Really Know

Good morning… One line lingers in my mind from the passage I shared in yesterday's post. Jesus answered, “You don’t really know what I am doing, but later you will understand” (John 13:7, CEV). In so many confusing ways we "don't really know" what God is doing. We "don't really know" why some people are plagued by disease or [...]

By |2018-06-14T20:40:12-04:00April 27th, 2017|Depression, Suicide, Tragedy, Trust God|

When We Don’t Really Know

“You don’t really know what I am doing,” Jesus says to his disciples, “but later you will understand” John 13:7 (CEV).   In so many confusing ways we don't really know what God is doing. We don't really know why some people are plagued by disease or depression, infertility or dementia, physical handicaps or gender identity struggles. We don't [...]

By |2017-09-01T02:11:16-04:00April 27th, 2017|Depression, Suicide, Trust God|

Be A Helper In God’s Healing Harvest

Good morning... My daughter said, "Mom, you have to read the article I just sent you. It's about the boy I know from Ole Miss who took his life." Opening her email, I read these heartbreaking words from the Clarion-Ledger newspaper article. "Rivers sent a text moments before pulling the trigger. He wrote: 'Mom, I love you, and I [...]

By |2018-06-16T10:07:42-04:00November 22nd, 2016|Grief, Healing, Suicide|
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