I Feel Kinda Muddled

Good morning... Last week, I heard myself tell a friend, "I just feel kinda muddled." Complex. Confused. Snarled. Struggling. Dazed. Discombobulated. Muddled is not a word I use very often. "Sounds like you are sorta betwixt and between," my loving friend replied. Finding myself in a foggy funk, I prayerfully dumped out the separate items cluttering my inner [...]

By |2025-08-18T16:47:31-04:00August 18th, 2025|Aging, Awareness, Everyday life, Mystery, Trust God|

Our Beloved Camper

Good morning... Last Saturday, the end of a cherished era came to a quiet end. My husband and I were planning to spend the night at Red Top Mountain in our beloved pop-up camper, but the night before he said, "Suz, we are 62 years old, I wonder if we have reached the end of our camping days." [...]

By |2025-08-16T02:40:28-04:00August 16th, 2025|Aging, Everyday life, Letting Go, Seasons, Trust God|

Yes, Life Is Messy

Good morning... I snapped a photo of these handwritten words from inside my friend's birthday card. "God will take you where you haven't intended to go in order to produce in you what you could not achieve on your own. It's uncomfortable, but it's GRACE." Then, she read to us wisdom from a devotional book she loves. ***** [...]

By |2025-08-15T01:47:01-04:00August 15th, 2025|Everyday life, God's Plan, Imperfection, Transformation, Trust God|

Pause. Pray. Process.

Good morning... "I grew up with a mom who often overreacted," said my friend, as we talked to and from the horse farm. "She would blow up over the littlest thing." Now my friend finds herself wrestling with the same impulsive tendency. "I'm trying to learn to PAUSE more," she explained, "like the Bible verse about being quick [...]

By |2025-08-14T01:16:06-04:00August 14th, 2025|Anxiety, Everyday life, Peace, Prayer, Spiritual Growth|

He Welcomed Her Grief

Good morning... As we near 2:00 am, I take outside our little dog Gracie and stand barefoot in the wet, cool grass. As I look up, thick clouds surround the waning moon. Stretched wide and thin, the white vapors open space, a breathing room for blue. Blue. Cloudy. Stretched wide and thin. These descriptors animate the text string [...]

By |2025-08-13T03:07:59-04:00August 13th, 2025|Death And Resurrection, Family and Friends, God's Love, Grief, Prayer|

Teach Us To Abide

Good morning... Overwhelmed by heavy emotions, she said, "I don't know whether to keep things to myself (which usually leads to me eventually blowing up) or to talk out my feelings, telling my husband exactly how I feel (which often hurts his feelings)." After pondering her difficult dilemma, I said, "I wonder if there is a third choice. [...]

By |2025-08-12T10:07:19-04:00August 12th, 2025|Everyday life, God's Timing, Spiritual Growth, Trust God, Unity|

Tears For Tate

Good morning... On June 17th, we put our dog Tate to sleep. Now, eight weeks into her absence from our home, our family is still really missing her soft presence. This weekend I happened upon an award winning short film, a touching film that made me smile, laugh, cry. [...]

By |2025-08-11T03:42:24-04:00August 11th, 2025|Everyday life, God's Love, Gratitude, Grief, Healing|

Mooning Each Other

Good morning... "This is from Ogunquit, Maine tonight," wrote a friend who lost her husband in May. "So gorgeous," I replied, before climbing into bed. "Full moon tonight. Hope you are enjoying Maine's unique beauty and the companionship of old friends." "Full moon is gorgeous here, too," I texted [...]

By |2025-08-09T03:40:32-04:00August 9th, 2025|Everyday life, Family and Friends, God's Plan, Grief, Light In Darkness|

In Awe Of Audrey

Good morning... The Westminster Class of 2024 hosted a gathering to honor the memory of Audrey DeShetler on Wednesday, August 6th, celebrating her impact on their class and our community far and wide. The next day, I texted with Audrey's mom. Me: How was the gathering, Jennifer? Jennifer: I literally started crying before the service even started. I [...]

By |2025-08-08T08:22:57-04:00August 8th, 2025|Community, Death And Resurrection, God's Love, Home, Trust God|

What Kills A Soul?

Good morning... “What kills a soul?" asks Shauna Niequist author of Present Over Perfect. She answers herself: "Exhaustion, secret-keeping, image management." "And what brings a soul back from the dead?" she wonders. "Honesty, connection, grace.” For me, what will it be? Exhaustion. Secret-keeping. Image management. Honesty. Connection. Grace. As I notice where my heart is drawn, I focus [...]

By |2025-08-07T08:22:36-04:00August 7th, 2025|Discernment, Everyday life, God's Love, Healing, Letting Go|
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