Heavy And Hollow

Good morning... As I hazily recall my own walk down-and-up through the deep valley of depression, two words linger longest. Heavy and hollow. It is weird to feel heavy and hollow at the same time, like the shell of a 500 lb. chocolate Easter bunny who is empty inside. My depression was partially situational and mostly quite spiritual. God [...]

By |2018-03-10T07:40:46-05:00March 8th, 2018|Depression, God's Plan, Suicide, True Self, Trust God|

Why Were You Not Billy Graham?

Good morning... Billy Graham drifted home to heaven, and I can imagine God smiling big: "You did Billy Graham really well." The influential person of faith God envisioned, when he knit Billy together in his mother's womb, is likely very similar to the Billy who now rests at peace forever, the Billy we see in this video tribute: https://vimeo.com/256952383?ref=fb-share There [...]

By |2018-03-03T21:33:07-05:00March 3rd, 2018|Authenticity, Everyday life, God's Plan, Spiritual Gifts|

God Does Not Fade

Good morning... In my book, I put a question mark by a new-to-me word. Evanescent. Do you know what "evanescent" means? I love to treasure hunt truth, so I get to googlin'. "Evanescent" means soon passing out of sight, memory, or existence. Quietly fading. Quickly fleeting. Brief. Short-lived. Vanishing. "Every person's life is lined with memories, keepsakes, habits, and [...]

By |2018-02-22T08:00:25-05:00February 22nd, 2018|Everyday life, Family and Friends, God's Plan, Trust God|

Who Am I Becoming?

Good morning... As we conspire, breathe together with God, our inside self and our outside self grow to become best friends. Connected. Congruent. In constant conversation with our Creator. No longer needed, our icy false self melts into God's warmth, watering the ground of our true "birthright" self. Connected. Congruent. In constant communication with our Creator. Who we are becoming [...]

By |2018-02-18T08:48:21-05:00February 20th, 2018|Authenticity, Everyday life, God's Plan|

Our Special Endowment

Good morning... I slept well in the afterglow of the Women's Lenten Communion Service. Now quietly I sit and savor the Scriptures saturating last night's trip-fold bulletin. Do not neglect the spiritual gift within you, [that special endowment] which was intentionally bestowed on you [by the Holy Spirit]... Practice and work hard on these things; be absorbed in them [completely [...]

By |2018-02-14T09:39:52-05:00February 14th, 2018|Everyday life, God's Plan, Spiritual Gifts|

God, What Am I Made For?

Good morning... In my recent post Fill The Hole In My Soul, I shared words handwritten by my 25-year-old self in my first official journal back in 1988. Afterward a supportive subscriber wrote: "Wow. You are the same as when you were at 25. Older. Wiser. But really the same. If you had cut and pasted that message from your [...]

By |2018-02-12T12:03:19-05:00February 13th, 2018|God's Plan, Spiritual Gifts, True Self, Trust God|

Are You Being You?

Good morning... By 12:34 am I was stirred awake from sleep by a panicky dream. So I got up from bed, scratched notes in my journal, then went back to bed to sleep through the night. Now I wake for the day at 6:43 am and I try to read the words chicken-scratched in last night's dark: "Fingerprint - carbon [...]

By |2018-02-04T07:55:11-05:00February 4th, 2018|Authenticity, God's Plan, Spiritual Gifts|

Where The Cherries Grow

Good morning... To help the family gather pictures for her funeral reception, I went to my friend's condo last week. My heart was overjoyed to see an antique painting of fruit hanging on her bedroom wall. This handprinted original was a gift she had opened from me, by-chance, at our recent “Symbols of the Soul Gift Exchange," a final exchange [...]

By |2018-01-26T07:21:58-05:00January 27th, 2018|Death And Resurrection, Friendship, God's Plan, Trust God|

Convicted By My Coffee Pot

Good morning... Overflowing black liquid. Sizzling burnt smell. Mess moving across our kitchen counter. The new coffee pot our kids bought for me this summer was "acting out" terribly. "Did you read the directions?" our wise daughter asked. "Of course not," I thought. "A coffee pot is a coffee pot. I know how to work a coffee pot." Fortunately, [...]

By |2018-01-15T07:32:23-05:00January 15th, 2018|Everyday life, God's Plan|

We Find New Strength

Good morning... A few days ago I posted Prayer Is Free Time With God, writing: "A momma bird and her young one capture my attention. Her wide wings fly beneath, guiding, guarding, giving confident trust. The individuating creature flaps a unique set of wings. I sense: 'No one can fly for us, we must engage our whole self.'" "You fully [...]

By |2018-01-13T05:20:51-05:00January 13th, 2018|Everyday life, God's Plan, God's Timing|
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